I can’t even say I love you anymore. All you make me do is cry you break me down daily. I never use to be this weak until I met you. I want to break up with you but I can’t get my self up to do it. I know that I would come crawling back to you. And I don’t know why I would. But I love you I truly do. I can’t let go of you. I don’t know why I love you. It’s not the way you treat me, it’s not the things you say to me, and it’s deff intent not the way you act towards me. You use to be the guy who would put a jacket over a puddle for a woman but now I’m lucky if you’ll hold a door open for me. What happened to the old you? I want him back. I think that’s what I’m holding onto, what we use to have not what we have now. I dont want to fight I. Don’t want to cry. I just want to be happy. Is it that much to ask?
Who do you think you are! You a fucking bitch who has never touched a dick! No man would ever want to lay there hands on you. Your taller than 95% of the guys in our school your acne is disgusting, I’m sorry if your jealous. I’m sorry that I have a boy friend that loves me, I’m sorry I can party and you can’t. fuck you!! I was there for you when no one else was there and now your just gonna leave me in the dust. Well I’m sorry I ever wasted my time on you. What a waste.
The State of the Union Drinking Game
Drink and play along. It will make what you hear slightly less depressing!
its not physical pain that you have scared me with its emotinal. I thought love was all rainbows and butterflies. its not. you have taken the happiness out of love and have made it all physical. sex. why do you feel If we dont have sex I dont love you? I have told you that I will always love you. however lately I dont know if I can say that any more. and it kills me to say that. I dont know why. It could be that I feel as if you dont love me the same way you use to or that we both have changed and neither of us like the new person the other has become. either way I still love you I just dont know if its the love I use to have for you. LOVE. what a short word with so much meaning. I can honestly say you were my first love. I can also say that I did love you. I loved the way you made me feel like your number one, the way you always were there for me, supporting me with anything, protecting me, the little things. but lately all of that is gone. you dont support me you just bring me down. I cant have the person I supposebly “love” bring me down. why dont you come and root for me anymore? Is it because you dont care about me anymore? because thats the way it seems. I remeber how happy I use to be when I saw you at the side line but now whos standing there watching me? no one. you are gone. off with your friends. Ive beeen booted out. no loger your most important. why? why dont you understand that that kills me. you obviously dont care about me like you use to. and you expect me act as everything is okay. but its not. you have scared me and I dont know if these wounds will ever heal.
I will always love you.
